Sejahtera's Senior Class 2012, is over...

Assalam...
Doumo!
...いや。。, I can't type this entry with a great feeling actually.
It just too sad.

Yes, my high school time is over, same goes to my time with my classmates, 5 Sejahtera 2012.
well, more precisely, the Sejahtera moments just ended yesterday.
We (actually it supposed to be 34, but some could not make it yesterday) 29 ex-students,  had our last 'Jamuan Kelas' with a happy + excited feelings.
Alhamdulillah, the weather was really great (as it was sunny, cloudy, a little bit of rain) and we did our programs smoothly.
We went to many places in order to create and collect our last memories as each of us knew, yesterday (Saturday, 1st December 2012) was the last day for us to be 'crumpled' together as one class; one big family.
We played interesting + tiring games; we complained about the weird games; we faced some interference as our lunch foods (made by one of our friends) were 'attacked' by the army of ants.
But, that was also our memories.

Oh no, this is not good. I'm getting sentimental.
....Let's continue.

On the night, we had our dinner (which was steamboat...Wuhuu~) at Shah Alam.
Kind of impossible, but we did went there. Haha!
We were really loud that time (from my perspective.. :p), but I could see that we really had fun.
I asked for my classmates to sign my graduation file so it could be my 'treasure'.
We took pictures of all of us, with the help of the brother of the D'Kayangan Steamboat Restaurant(just search for it on facebook), we took pictures in the bus while swaying, shaky condition...but we had fun.

Evnthough the tears stubbornly wanted to show theirselves, we kept on smiling, laughing...
It just each of us could not accepted the reality that the bus was getting near to our destination; the school.

Until we got off the bus...

- "Please don't forget me"
- "Take care of yourself!"
- "Forgive me if I've done bad to you"
- "Let's keep on contact! I'll wait!"
- "Let' meet again, okay?"
- "You're welcome to my house...just come"

....even I lost the battle between the tears and myself.
I did cried, yes.
She did cried, yes.
He did cried, yes.

It was a bit embarrassing, actually.
Many parents/sisters/brothers came to pick us, and we did not went to them first.
We made a mini-circle in front of the bus, congratulating + bidding farewell + hugging (we did not hug person with different gender, of course!) + shaking hands (of course, not with different gender).


Yes, I still remember that.


And, my prayer that the memories will remain until the end of the world.
InsyaAllah.



Okay, it full with meaningless words, so just abandon it.
Until here, I have to stop my last story of the school life...(as I do have that label)
Until then, I'll update more.

Ijyou, Dani deshita~

*I'll miss all of you, Senior Class Sejahterians 2012!*
*Thank you for all these 2/5 years, guys/girls!*

帰りました!

Assalam!
Doumo!~
Alhamdulillah, I have finished one of the biggest exam in my life.
Here I am now, 'big' and healthy as ever!

I don't really have time to start and type all the tales I have along these past weeks.
But still, I am very happy right now, but sudden death work just force me to not let my guard down as I have to search for presents for the upcoming class celebration.
I will edit the error later.
Yes!
I am no longer a high school student~
Weheeee!!

But, it is sad leaving the school 3 or 4 hours ago....
However, as the head invigilator said,
today is the end of our 'fantasy' world, and now to the real world! <I really like that sentences!
So, I got to go now, will update later!

Just want to say this to myself ; お疲れ様でした!

I really miss to type this words;
Ijyou, Dani deshita!

*Arashi's [AraFes] is really out straight after I have finished my exam!*
*Chou ureshii~*

ごちそうさまでした~!

Assalam!

Continued from yesterday's entry,
Yes, we did eat like crazy today!

Alhamdulillah, the feast went very smoothly.
Alhamdulillah, we arrived safely at both place (the hall and back to school)
Alhamdulillah, our relationship between the classmates are getting better.
Alhamdulillah, I got to eat many food~~ Hehe...

There are too many alhamdulillah I want to say about today (of course, almost everyday)
InsyaAllah, everything will be blessed.

But, it seems like I don't have much more time to write this kind of entry anymore starting tomorrow.
I have to restrict almost everything as soon as possible.
Just for a month, maybe.
After that, I'll be free~
And, I'll continue to post entry and entry and entry.

So, what is the point here?

-Have to say goodbye for a while, my little blog!
-any comment until the moment I'll finish my exam, it will not be read and approved.
-....and that's it!

Before I stop typing, I just want to ask one favor
Please pray for my success, because your pray is very valuable
And may Allah will repay your pray with something much bigger.
Amin, amin ya rabbal 'alamin.


Okay....,
I guess it is time for me to step back, typing the last words for this entry. (because later I just have to keep writing!)
Thanks for your pray and support!
If God wills, you'll be in success too!

Until...later(?)
sa.yo.na.ra~~

*I really hope that [AraFes] album will be out after I finish my exam!*
*マジで、お願い!*

Kanashii yo.... (It's so sad...)

Assalam!
Another week went by with no new entry...
But, here I am!
....typing the keyboards so slowly.

erm...
If you are curious with the 'sad' thing,
don't worry, it is nothing serious...
it just the feeling that I felt yesterday...(and might be right now)
as me, and with couple of my classmates had to 'rip' our class decoration to give way for the PMR examination that will use our class.

Ok! I know it just a small thing.
Everyone who is older than me did that once, I'm sure.

It just that I finally understand the true reason of what my Maths' teacher once said,
"when you grow up, you get into the university, you get a great job, you meet your life partner, but the school memory would be the one you miss the most"

Okay, sorry for the weird 'dialogues'.
Somehow, I lost my 'thinking' for a while right now.

I finally get this feeling, where I know, "ah, today is really our last day in this class!"
"later, when we come back, we won't stay in this class anymore!"
"I never knew our class was too...empty before"

I got to say that my class, for this year was the most cleanness classroom ever! << well, the classroom was build 2 years ago, so no wonder.Hahha!
Compared with the next classroom, we always 'clarify', "our classroom is much calmer!"

Yes, it is true actually.
Our class did not just paste here and there, with too many colour and whatsoever.
Our class aimed for the calmness; a little bit of black cardboards, and in the corner of the classroom, there were the 'kata-kata semangat' (encouragement words), our class motto which was 'Shoot for the Moon; with the replica of the shooting star and the little moon.

As the building we used was build 2 years ago, we were not allowed to paint the classroom, yet.
So, with the cream paint for the main background, it was really full with nonchalant; calm feeling, but in the same time, there was the feeling of seriousness.

...Am I writing the correct tense, here?
It is too....'hectic'!

Whatever!
I'll try to do some correction later.

Alright, I have some reminder for me here..
first, the SPM examination is A MONTH starting from this date.
second, I have to attend the Librarian Annual Banquet on 20th October 2012.
third, the Graduation Ceremony on 21st October 2012  << , Yes I got the date correctly.
fourth, the 'still unsure' 2 Days 1 Night after the SPM examination on December (maybe).
lastly, cleaning up my room after the SPM examination!

Waaahh~~
Uso deshou??!

...well, this is definitely the reality.
and there is no way I'm going to jump into the world called dream.
and...頑張ります！

以上, Dani でした！

*Honestly, what am I doing right now?*
*Honestly, I want to meet myself back when I was 15 years old, and ask, "どうやったんだっけ？”

a 'little' restriction....

Assalam...
and a late SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Officially, I'd safely arrived from the kampung yesterday (sharp at 12.00 PM!!)
Well, nothing abnormal....except that I still receive 'Duit Raya' from my aunts+uncles?
I also enjoyed the 'raya celebration' this year...nothing more or less.

Right now, in the middle of finishing some of my 'leftover' homeworks that I purposely didn't do back then at kampung...(because there was no 'formulas' or 'buku rujukan'..ngehehe!)

BUT,
the main point for today is...
RESTRICTION, 束縛, PENYEKATAN, تقييد !

Starting from this Tuesday (28.08.2012), my SPM Trials will be 'waiting' for me until Friday (14.09.2012),
So, regarding with that matter...
I HAVE to restrict my self for a while...

Equal to...no entry until then.

Of course, I have no confidence in getting all A's, but at least I want all A's for my essence lessons.
So, 頑張るよ~~

That's all..
I don't have other thing to restrict...
Only my obsess with the PC! Hehe... 

Until...then?
sayonara~

*The 24 jikan terebi....I have no mood in watching it live*
*Because I know there will be crying 'corner'...well, actually it just me who would cry*

It really hurt, honestly....

Assalam...
Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims~


Just want to share my thought about being a sick person in this holy month, Ramadhan...
>> well, it could be the same if we compare it with those fasting athletes for the Olympic..


Firstly, it was really hurt and I felt too scary being a burden to the other classmates (because of my awful coughs)


Secondly, eventhough people kept telling me to go to the clinic, I just couldn't because I've been raised just to have some rest first...(actually, it is just me who have this kind of secret...). Originally, I am not really familiar with this 'fever day' or some health problem since I was in the first primary.


Third, I'm scare about skipping classes but people(and the school) kept telling me to stay at home. One day is too precious to be absent right now...


Forth, it's not like everybody really understand my situation right now, and of course I don't even know their true opinion about me... It just too complicated!


Lastly, I'm scare of being sick for a long time that I could not do anything about it.




あたしが思ってること、誰がわかるのかな。。。
今ものすごいつらいよ。。。


Until then...
I'm waiting for the time everything will go back to normal...
Eventhough it might take too long..


Sa.yo.na.ra. !


*If I have the time, I'll share with you about the secret*
*It might shock you though....*

busy week(s) !!

....
should I call 'hiatus' to my study right now..?
it just really tired that I almost 'lost' myself...
Wehehe~~ (groggy state)



*in dilemma...*
*krooohhhh....kroohhh...-sigh-*
*I can't wait for Ramadhan though!! -grin-*

Trip again ! (Pusat Latihan Nuklear Malaysia, Beryl's, TUDM)

Assalam~~
Minna doumo!!

Yesterday, I went to many places (as stated together with the title).
Again I want to say.., trip is SURE NEED A LOT OF ENERGY for the whole day!

And here, I just want to share with all the bloggers@readers my trip..(and please, I don't really post pictures with peoples, sorry about that)
Without further explain...douzo!

1st destination (the main trip) :
Pusat Latihan Nuklear Malaysia a.k.a Nuklear Malaysia.
for further pics/info : http://www.nuclearmalaysia.gov.my/

2nd destination :
Beryl's ; Chocolate & Confectionery Sdn. Bhd.

For more pics/info : http://www.berylschocolate.com.my/eng/

Last destination :

Muzium TUDM (Tentera Udara Diraja Malaysia)

(somehow, I couldn't put the link here...gomen )

As you can see, the view for each place was luxurious as ever! << Am I using the correct expression?
Don't ever mind about my amateur way of taking these pictures, just feel free to visit all three places I stated here!
Oh!
Forgot to say....probably, for the Nuklear Malaysia, the people/group who is allowed to get in is only for those who are students, and researchers.
So, get yourself in the scope of nuclear! Haha!!

Of course, from all three places, I had learnt SO MANY THINGS that I am so grateful being with the others yesterday.
Surely, it will be one of the best day ever!

p/s : Just in case, actually I took many pictures, but I have to look in 'many ways' before I post them for public.

...
.......
............

What else can I add here..?


Nothing, so until here then!
Later!

*Minna mo isshouni iru kara..tanoshisa wa bai ni narimashita ne!*
*Hoping most of the question for the SPM about nuclear + aerodynamic! Hehe...*

Without I even managed to realize...

Assalam..
Doumo!
Right now, I can't say that 'I'm all good', because it was a total reverse since this week started.

Before I type more and (might be) overflow.., here some I want to remind for myself (and maybe some of the readers? hehe)
- Drama, [Mikeneko Holmes no Suiri] had ended (ok, I know I'm too late for this reminder..)
- In a blink of the eyes, it almost JULY !
- The Ramadhan is coming !! << how happy I am !! I'll be 19 on the first day of Ramadhan!
- I am a 'naqibah' (leader) for a group << and I have two 'child' under me! kahkah!
- The SPM Trial's date is confirmed already. << Am I writing this correctly?
- I have to keep myself steady + smart in finishing my shukudai (homework)
- I still have many people around me that still can help me. << but it is really hard actually to ask for anything from them.huhu...


Well, honestly speaking..
I still have many more things too say..., to remind myself..,
but I'll try to categorized it in different scope later..Insya-Allah.

Now, the only matter that is running in my head right now...,
is how do I managed my time in this critical time?
I have to admit.., this is truly really hard.

...But, I cannot set myself to withdraw from anything.

what should I do...?






OK!
Got to stop!
Really, I got to stop whining!
and before anything else..
just want to say only this word...

                     الحمد لله    

Till next time..


*I still have HIM beside me all the time...*
*I told ya, it's gonna overflow with so many worthless, crappy stuff!*

Tomorrow...?

Assalam...
Doumo!

The thing that I can relate with the title is...
"Moving, running, jumping and....dancing?"

That's all !!
Hahah!!


P/S : Hari Koperasi Sekolah >> 23/6/2012

I still have my patience... (笑い)

Assalam~~
Minna!!
Ooo...hisashiburi dewanai, ne?
Hehehe...


Well!
Not really that proud to say that today was the last day for the Mid-Year exam
Hmmph!


For these 3 weeks, I got many things to say...
BUT !
Just like the title say..somehow the patience stop me from doing that..


I mean..,
JUST, this morning (around 6.36 am) was the first time I complained to my mom.
ONLY THIS MORNING !!

Somehow I just wanted to 'manja-manja' with my mom ~  


Okay!
Back to the real topic...
Actually, right now I'm using probably my sister's laptop to type all of these alphabets..
While, my sister use another  laptop that supposed to be my mom.


Reason why I don't use the computer that located at the living room?
THE INTERNET CONNECTION CANNOT BE DETECTED !! 
(eventhough it is the main one? What?!)


And!
Because the exam just over today..
I planned to go and download all I want to today...(the day after exam ended)


I tried using the laptop I'm using right now, but.. :
'Sorry, we can't detected the link. Please type back the link correctly'


What the..?


Honestly,long time ago I used to face situation like this...
But only to the laptop!
How can the main center (I mean the wireless main center from the computer) cannot detect the internet?

This is SOOO  !!

The thing I want to download right now..
there are too many and one of it is the [Beautiful World] DVD.


Still, right now I'm in stable condition..
but I don't want to be like this >>  or this >> just because the computer still cannot detect the internet for this 2 weeks (school holiday).




...Hope so.








OK !
Let's...change the topic!


Kind of sad, but
- Four days for the first week school holiday will be the extra classes for us..
- we have to wear the complete school uniform
- I have no confidence for the A's for all subject << maybe just one or two..or three
- my sister will become the facilitator at her 'matrikulasi' for the whole next week << maybe not really that sad
- .....


And that's it!!


I have no good topic to say about here...
So...time's up!


Until later..
well, let's wait for the holiday !


Jaa ne!!


*It seem like Arashi's solo performance at the [Beautiful World] concert are quite...fuuohh!*
*Especially... Matsumoto Jun Aiba Masaki !!*