Sick, Blood, Injection, Being Late, and doooooomm~~~!

Assalam...
okay, hope all of you doing just well. *amin*

In this 2 weeks period, quite thing happened to me..
It's not like I want to brag or keep a secret about it..,
I just want the memory to stay...(or some I just want to bury it from my memory..?)

Firstly, yeah, when I reached my last teen age 2 weeks ago, I already started to cough.
a.k.a. sore throat.

....well, that is kind a normal thing actually whenever I catch cold.

However, the cough doesn't want to stop, and somehow it was 3 already 3 weeks,
and I was starting to get paranoid. Angsty. Negative.

I'm very sure whenever I coughed very hard when I was in the class, yes, it was DISTURBING.
It was NOISY, and it could get very ANNOYING.
So, I said to myself... "You're not going to continue going to class, unless you go and check yourself at the clinic", so I went to a clinic.

Correction, 2 clinics.

If you're wondering why, yeah!
I was suspected to have 'TIBI', or what they say as Tuberculosis disease.
- cough for more than 1 weeks -
this was only symptom that I have that time. (and until the end, no worry)
so, with all those appointments (I think I had about 3 times, I think..?),
the first one, my blood sample had to be taken,
the second one, I was inserted a 'whatever-they-call-to-check-whether-you-have-TIBI-or-not',
then the last one, "hmm.." - testing the blood vessel area where the doctor injected me - "okay, you're fine."

....my reaction?
(¬▂¬)    .....   ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶

And last incident (sorry, but I just want this one to be like an incident),
I was late today to class (which is at 8)...yeah, I know its' my fault..
I was the 3rd group (which became first group to present today coz the first 2 groups already finished theirs last week)
the lecture did say last Tuesday before, "we'll start at 8.30"...but then he arrived at the class at 8.15..

（￣へ￣）
(failure of instruction, I think?)

then, our group got replaced with the 4th group, and yeah..
WE're LATE...and the extension that I brought somehow couldn't functioned very well..
yeah, I'm not like those who got frustrated very bad..
be cool, be pro, and just go on with your life.

You've tried. You've done your best. You're very calm.

At least I wanted this kind of supporting sentence(even it could be 'a fake' one)

SO, here I am...right now..(as I said, I'm not that emotional type person)
I'm sleepy, but I want to do something. (well, I HAVE to do something, but, nah, I'll do it later..)
I'm trying to be cool, but the word still there in my head...

I'll try of something to rid it out of my head...


Sorry for those who accidentally read this crappy entry..
I have no intention to gain or ask for anything.

Just want to be happy~

So, until then...
sayounara~~

Dani deshita. m(_ _)m

*almost addicted to a song + traditional dance I just heard +watch last week from Tsuritama*
*Love it, though! ^_^ *

It really hurt, honestly....

Assalam...
Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims~


Just want to share my thought about being a sick person in this holy month, Ramadhan...
>> well, it could be the same if we compare it with those fasting athletes for the Olympic..


Firstly, it was really hurt and I felt too scary being a burden to the other classmates (because of my awful coughs)


Secondly, eventhough people kept telling me to go to the clinic, I just couldn't because I've been raised just to have some rest first...(actually, it is just me who have this kind of secret...). Originally, I am not really familiar with this 'fever day' or some health problem since I was in the first primary.


Third, I'm scare about skipping classes but people(and the school) kept telling me to stay at home. One day is too precious to be absent right now...


Forth, it's not like everybody really understand my situation right now, and of course I don't even know their true opinion about me... It just too complicated!


Lastly, I'm scare of being sick for a long time that I could not do anything about it.




あたしが思ってること、誰がわかるのかな。。。
今ものすごいつらいよ。。。


Until then...
I'm waiting for the time everything will go back to normal...
Eventhough it might take too long..


Sa.yo.na.ra. !


*If I have the time, I'll share with you about the secret*
*It might shock you though....*