I'm back! I'm back! I'm back!

Oh my, I am so in shock right now.





Last entry post was at 29th August 2016??!
August 2016?!!
1 year already exceeded by that date, and I did not even realise it!

OK!
This is so hilarious, that I am so MAD at myself right now.
Let's take a moment.
And laugh. LAUGH all you wanted.
like someone is even reading this dull, plain, gloomy blog anyway....

..........
.....
...
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OK fine!
I have to admit one thing.
I do remember about this blog. My blog.
But, I totally making myself 'hiatus' without even mentioning anything here,
in this platform,
where you should inform anything that you wanted and needed to.

Annnd I am totally breaking that rules.
Great. Just great.

So, officially, I'm on 'SEMI-HIATUS',
if that is satisfying enough to be told here.
I will return back to this blog.
But, no promises of the time, the year, the century < ok this one totally just a bluff.

To anyone still reading and enjoying this blog,
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
YOU'RE THE BEST!
HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST DAY EVER IN YOUR LIFE!

So, until the day for me to come back again,
Adios people!

*p/s: oh how I miss this tiny-corner-at-the-end-of-the-entry huhuhuuuuu*
*I'm doing just well, if you're wondering now*
*And! very sorry about the TESL Journey that got hung awkwardly at my Second Year...yeah, I still have to do the Last Year. I'll do it....later...someday...*

[Cont. 2] Journey to Diploma; Second Year in KPTM KL

Assalam~~
Hey, hey, hey! I'm back!
Yeayyyyyy okay sorry for taking such a long time m(_ _)m

So, I just go on with the continuation of this journey thingy~

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Okay!
Semester 3!
And I was a senior at the time as there were new-cute-little-juniors just came in as we entered the third semester.

  << smug face here~


Hahaha just kidding~
It doesn't feel like that at all.
Everyone just look the same...well, except for some nerd-ness here and there.
Normal thing.

Oh ya! I became the class representative on this semester.
The reason? I've no idea. Could it be because I can be 'relied' on? Mehhhh.....
I bet it just an escape for the others to be out of the 'copying papers for the whole class' job.
Some really did pay, some paid tooo late.
Still, I asked for money for the copying and that's all I care.
I'll be rude when you are rude to me. That's it.

This semester also, I met many amazing lecturers that should have been teaching us since the 2nd semester! Well, fate sometimes makes you be a patient person.
It worth everything.

Third semester was the start of my meeting with this particular person that makes me question a lot about trust, evaluation and judgement.
Everything actually goes on my way....or not.

Some REALLY did avoid that person, and some could even care less.
Well, for me, being a professional  means that you can ACT according to the correct TPO.
Time, Place and Occasion.
I think I did a good job on that.
All human beings have their own switch; ON and OFF. That is professionalism.

Some of my classmates ; they're suck in that. I agree 100%.

Don't be in that kind of group, please!
Don't judge people too much that you actually put yourself in their life.
Don't be too 'emotional' in expressing your hatred-ness, allergy-ness or whatsoever.
Don't make up STUPID stories so that you get people to follow you.

No one actually respect someone for stomping on another person's life.
Please, just DON'T !

Semester 3 taught me more on choosing which to filter, which to throw away, which to be accepted, and which to be trusted.
You'll realize that someone can actually bring so different kind of lives they had before.
And learn something from that.

Some bonus incident that happened in my 3rd semester!
I had to meet the Director of Education; asking for a signature to allow me to change the name of my subject that I accidentally clicked on different name (It was the same subject, just in different language).
Guess what? He was a nice person.
He 'accidentally' taught me one new thing.

The college system....not that trust-able. *snicker sound here*

Kehkehkehhh....


So! Here's the fourth semester!!!
Yasss! Just another year! Lalalalala~



..............
Oh my goodness.., it was first-grade of doom-ness.

We had two; TWO subjects that need to be evaluated based on the result of the happening day.
Drama.
Business stall.

Oh myyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!


For the drama, we had, like about 3 or 4 classes to learn a bit about drama stuff, and did some mini-drama, then we're off to evening/night drama project.
The drama was decided on 11th of April, from 6pm.
We really work our butts off for 2 months plus!

The props we did on evening/night was so hard, with some troubles and all,
for me, it was on transportation.
I was going back-forth from my house to college using the public transport...
so on some days, I had to ask for permission from the Head Props to go home early.
Of course, I never skipped from the works, even a day.
It just I worked whether from evening to night (as I don't want to waste my time to go back home first and then had to come back blueghhh nooo!), or I just stayed until evening time.
Usually, it was because I had no transport for the night that I stayed the evening but not the night time.
Fortunately, I knew the Head Props since 2nd semester, and I was not being rude as to skip or late for the meeting whatsoever, I usually got smooth green light for my cannot-be-help-absent.

Sadly, some actually dared to do some action that so not  acceptable in students' life, but they still did it.
And it was horrible to see the frustrated faces of the higher board members (as the Director, Assistant Director, Head Props, Head Make-up/Costumes, etc) when some did such things to the Drama Production Group.

With all the waves, tidal, storm, tears, sweat, and blood,
we managed to perform our best for our drama.

It was amazing!
It was satisfying!
It was superb!
It was relieving!

We did all the best, and we were proud of all of it.

Few audiences said that our story had no humor in it.
Well, that's not our fault. We never said it was a humor one.

Few audiences said our story was so boring.
Well, they cannot handle our 'powerful English' terms maybe.

Few audiences said our story was complicated for our age, but we performed it very well.
Well, some audiences, like our lecturers were very intelligent and smart that we just laughed shyly with some grateful tears-accepting the wise comment.



For the business stall; or should I say Entrepreneurship subject (I always spell that word wrong!),
we were so not into it.
We have no interest in it at all!
Mainly the reason,
we HATE counting numbers! (No offense to Math lovers! Please~!)

Most of us don't have a good memory with numbers, so no one actually motivated to do the real stall.
We had to sell things! Real things!!

We started from learning certain business terms, doing the proposal to sell this and this product, searching for places to open our stall, bla bla bla...
Of course, all this were just creation. We don't really have to open up a REAL store for that.
It just like a one-day-simulation-for-doing-business-stall. Something like that.
And, that's our marks got evaluated from.

Of course, we enjoyed doing our business!
It felt like 'I am businesswoman now!' and got busy with the other 'business' members.
Haha, what a memory!


Still...,

It was very hard.
So hard...
Sighhhh....So glad it's all done.
I AM SO GLAD !! 


Again, I learnt a looooooooooooooooooooooooooot of things.
So many things that I actually wish to delete some of it too huhuuuu

We experience a new feelings of completing something with projects.
Drama project, Business project.
We also met a new kind of behaviour from unexpected person we knew will never do,
and we heard too much gossip on the way to the end of our second year.

All went well, though...
I guess..


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So, that was Second Year's stories.
It was tough, rough, hard, rock...all that goes with it.
We were so glad we did our 4th and 5th semesters very well.
We hoped that our batch- or should I just narrowed it down - our class would not be something bad to be remembered with.
A couple of person might be, but still.

So long, 2nd year~
I've been too much in your care huhu



Dani deshita~
TBC!

All of the cute emoticons are not mine. I do not own any of it.
Thanks to http://cuteemoticon.blogspot.my/ for the cute and amazing emoticons! They're amazing!!


*I am now registering for degree.*
*Waku waku suru neee~~*

[Cont. 1] Journey to Diploma; First Year in KPMT KL

Assalam...
Yo! It has been a long time~

The last entry was about my hippy-happy myself with the "I am done with my diploma" bla bla..
Yeah...just 'done' with it, not truly over with it.

Here, I will share just a little bit of here and there that happened all along my first year in KPTM KL; for my Diploma in TESL.

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First semester,
as I recalled it back in my mind,
it was tough.
Very tough. And a bit mind-consuming, I think.

After all, the first semester there, I have to stay in dorms provided by the college.
First time ever I slept outside of my place in my room at home for a long time.
*whisper * Yes, FIRST TIME!

And, not because of homesick or such thing like that,
but because of lack of fridge, oven and Wi-Fi,
I rather go back home EVERY weekend for the whole first semester rather than staying back at dorm.
*flips shawl* Yas, I am proud to say my house is near the college, satisfied enough?

Being in other 'environment' that I never been before; you know like staying in dorm- that has more than 10 rooms, each room with more than 10 new people- I met a lot of different people.
Initially, yeah I know people are all different. Each of us are.
But staying in very foreign place- and yeah I'm a freak that never leaves her place before- it proves more than enough about each people are all different.

"You're lucky that you can go back home all the time"
"Why you like to go back home all the time?"
"When are you going to take me to visit your house?"
and etc.

I admit.
I am a more positive than I am being negative.

Why the hate with me going back home every weekend?
Does it offence you that much?
Why you think that I like to go back home every weekend?
Do you think it is fun enough to stay back at the dorm with NOTHING to do?

I always keep this thought to myself, every single moment.

"If you are the receiver of all lucks you can have, embrace them gratefully.Some other time, you might not have the luck even a bit" 

Dah memang rumah dekat kan..? Kenapa tak nak balik?
Bosan sangat ke dekat rumah?

Who knows,
one day I might be so far away that I could not even go home even once a week or a month.
so why should I waste it now?
No one will ever know the future, except for HIM.
so never bet your life on it.

Friendly reminder ( I hope it does stay friendly) to those who face the same problem with me:
Just go with your heart, not others' voices.

Basically for my first semester,
that was the main thing that I faced a lot.
The subjects were all fun and informative, so no worry,
Other that having to find time and space for you to know your new classmates, your new housemates/dormmates, your new amazing lecturers, your new place,
do not worry that much about whether you can go on with the semester or not.
As long as you have the will to stay on alive, you'll be just fine.
Believe me dears.



Move on to second semester,
you will realize one thing.
This is the start of your diploma life.
(Does not mean that your first one is a playtime period, OK!)

The subjects were mostly related to the first semester,
so if you fail certain subjects, you have to repeat it in your second semester and it keep on going like that, so study smart, stay alive.
DON'T WASTE TIME ON REPEATING SUBJECTS!
You want to take note on this. You'll regret once you start repeating things.

In second semester, I realized another thing.
(because starting from second semester, I ran away from the dorm and going back-forth from my house to the college),
my classmates wanted to practice like everything that involves group work.
Yes, I like the idea of trying to be the best and all. I really like it!
But, because I was the only one that does not belong to the dorm community anymore, I should come early to the college. Hm? For what?
Practising by myself, you mean?

OK.
It started to get real.

I am being ostracized by my 'own' group.

Well, thinking that it might be my fault on the first place for 'running' away from dorm,
I accept the term of 'you have to come early' so that I can practise by my own.
They can come later because they already practised at the dorm within themselves.
Great. Excellent. Amazing.

Yeah, righhht. Like they think I can accept that very unfair condition.

So, I did something.
Something I never think I would do,
but I did.

And I never regret it.

I 'ditched' them for one day.
Being a pity 'actress', saying that I woke up late that day.
Lying is a sin, I know.
But having to stabilized myself for one day,
Just one day out of 2 months. I think that is far better, right?

As you can guess it,
I was treated like a ghost whenever I was with them after that.
I am not judging them- I admit that to you!
But to be answered with silence a few times whenever I asked something,
I tell you that my eyes still can properly see everything happening.
They laughed, and got silence when I was there.


If this was their game, then I knew who was the winner.

I was the winner! Peace yo~  


So from second semester, I already know who is friend, and who is not friend.
Classmate, yes.
But not friend for sure.

I just save myself from a big, big, big TROUBLE.
Muah! *kiss myself in the cheek*








After that I still meet them of course.
But a human needs to know a quality of something, right? *raises eyebrows*
Be cool, be peaceful, and be a good performer.
Not to be a gossiper though. Mind you!

By June 2014, I finished my first year. Not with that flying colors, but I got to say I enjoyed it.
I learned a lot from the first year.
I experienced a lot of 'first time' from the first year.
I reflected a lot from the first year.

and I am grateful for my first year.

So, got to put the pen down. *not real pen though huhu*
I'll continue later for another two years' stories.


Wait for the next story-morry ya~

So, that was Dani,
TBC!

All of the cute emoticons are not mine. I do not own any of it.
Thanks http://cuteemoticon.blogspot.my/ for the cute and amazing emoticons!

*"You like to do philosophic, right Dani?" said my English teacher once.*
*Now I know what does she meant by that. Hehe..*

I'm officially done with my diploma~!!! (minus the graduation)

Assalam folks,
どうも~

So, I'm done! The end!
Hahaha, just kidding~
As I mentioned 2 months ago,
" I WILL do a reflection/story-telling/sharing my story about my 'Diploma in TESL' journey. I will "

Haaa, so this is the blog, the post, that I will babble all of those things that happened all along from my First Year; First Semester till Third Year; Sixth Semester.

First of all, yes, I am taking my Teaching English as Second Language (TESL) at KPTM Kuala Lumpur, or KPTMKL.
Back then, it just a 'kolej'.
Now! Na-uh, it's K'U'PTMKL, mind you~

Still, KUPTMKL is a great place to study; except for the students' placement for those 3 years that I had.
It's not the usual place where the campus and college(for students' to sleep I mean) are in the same compound. Nope, don't ever expect that.

It is situated in the middle of many warehouses, factories, whatever you call them.
But! It is not 'isolated' like some places where you have to go 5 km above just to get your necessities.
The shops are everywhere, so no worry on that.
The best part~? You can get branded clothes/makeup/etc with VERY low prices when it is time for clearance stock!!! Goo**es, Eli**to, Di*sel and more~~!!! << haha, no credits for that..sorry.
Usually it'll happen by the end of every year or every semester (depends on the warehouses)

The motto of KPTM is 'A Centre of Learning, Centred on You'
Does it really centred on you?
Decide it yourself :P
But I do think it helped me a lot in this course, so it works for me!

The lecturers are all very nice, friendly, easy to talk with. Most of them are still at young ages ya know!
Yeah, some does have strict way in teachings students- but that is normal, right?
They are educators, after all.
They have the rights to do so...so, let it be.

I started my diploma back in July 2013.
At that time, I was still in 'chaotic' mind as I was soo lost in deciding which road should I choose.
'Is it matriculation? Is it UPU universities? Is is foundation?'
All those crappy thoughts were fighting in my mind, and I was scared I am the person who still don't have any places to go.
If you read about my post about the UITM interview, yep, I was dropped out of it.
Nahhh, not that heartbroken though...but still, "where should I go now?",
That was my biggest worry of all(at that time, ok..)

At the same time, I have this 'big sister' a.k.a. my senior a.k.a. my best friend that currently was studying at KPTM.
She helped me a lot in getting information about KPTM, how do I get into it, where does this college situated at, do I even have the enough qualification to enter it, can I get any sponsorship, etc.
A LOT!
I remembered she brought me to see the building of KPTM, and even bringing me 'illegally' to her dorm before all of this continuing-my-study stuff.
Thanks to that, I got the pre-knowledge on how is KPTM is like.

Well, not until that deep knowledge though. LOL!

Here, I've inserted the links for my First 3 weeks at the college so enjoy it while you can..
Coz I might delete them. Ahahah!
Just kidding~
Please spare my horrible grammar in this post, and this post too...as I was just..a kid...back then.
Well, still a kid though.

I'll try my best to continue later..maybe for my Second Semester..who know~

So, Dani deshita!

*I'm so freeee right now that I have to many things to do but..not to do.*
*What a complicated excuse..hukhukhuk!*

Coming Up!

Assalam people!
どうも!

Ok, I know it has been so so so so long...
And I will repeat the same thing, over and over again.
So whatever, I'll just say whatever I want.

First, this is my last semester! Oh my, 3 years move so fast I know!!
Second, I'm doing my last subject, the practicum teaching.
Third, yezza, I'm literally a teacher, if that what should I call myself.
Fourth, Happy 21st to me! Muahmuahmuahmuahmuahmuah to myself!
Fifth, I WILL do a reflection/story-telling/sharing my story about my 'Diploma in TESL' journey. I will. What a pathetic naming though...

I feel kind of lonely, not having to post anything about those and these that happened in my life...
To be honest, that was the main reason for this blog's existence.

A lot of things happened, a lot.
And I'm not a 'share-r' to others about my whole life, so I'll chose which to be shared, which to be kept. That is what we call manner to yourself, I guess.
I'll put one line from the my current favorite song,[Levitasi];
"Perlu apa dihebahkan, bukannya pertandingan" 
What the use of sharing EVERYTHING with strangers? << rough translation LOL!

To make everything short,
After I've done with all this practicum (or maybe the whole diploma thingy),
I'll update my blog. 
Just, not now. 
Let me arrange my own mind first. Hehehe.. 

So, that's it for now!
My current update of myself, I'm doing good. Just good.
Not so excellent, not so worst. Just good.
Pray the best for me. ^_^

以上,
Dani でした.

*Wondering what my current obsession? Even I don't know that myself*
*一生懸命がんばってます *

HAPPY EIDULFITRI 1436H/2015M !! << I know it's been a long time (T-T)

Assalam..
doumo~

Ok, straight to the point...

I know it's been a long long long time since I posted something!
Huhuhu...(even I'm so sad bout that)

Once again, I would like to wish,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
to all muslim and muslimah, and of course anyone that celebrates the festive.

And, alhamdulillah, thanks to God that I've successfully entered my last year of studying at the KPTMKL.
It was adventurous enough that I really want to pat myself at the back. (well, I just did that, hehe)
Entering the 5th semester does not really make me feel senior at all.....well, maybe just a bit, really...just a bit.

If someone asks me, at this time; now...
'how does it feel to learn TESL at KPTMKL?'
hmmm....
I don't think there will be any difference with others who learn TESL, wherever they are.

I know that I'm not the only one that have to face with many faces around me, everyday
I know that I'm not the only one that have endured many kinds of behaviours.
I know that I'm not the only one that have to do group works just by myself.
I know that I'm not the only one that have to stay back at the college until the night time.

And, I know that I'm not the only one that have a lot of complains to say.

So, let just keep on living, and keep on doing your best.
No need to 'kill' yourself; just do it the way you know it is the best for you.
No need to copy or follow the trend, believe me cos it brings more bad than the good.

Well, I guess this is enough to cover the long-absent-post (huhuhu).
I'll definitely do a review or summary or opinion about my study in TESL at KPTMKL at the end of my year (next year, insyaAllah) so those who is wondering how does the TESL course works, please wait till next year.

Last but not least...
I'll try my best to type more entries/post new thing (which I've no idea about what XD ) this second-half year.
がんばります!

以上,
Dani でした.

*Oh, how I missed this end-of-the-entry p/s kinda thingy~~!*
*.....what I usually say here again? *
* I miss everything!! *

It was 'a good' experience...harharhar -_-

Assalam..
OK, last time was long time ago, I know.
Just got no mood to update like everything happened in between all those days...
Sumimasen deshita...

Actually, I sent an 'online translator job' as they were offering for anyone who can translate to English, Malay, Mandarin, Japanese, Korean, and etc. It's up to you actually how many you can translate(with the correct translation, of cos!)

Someone told me about that online job, and I don't see any harm in trying to try the job, so...
'why not, right?'

But, I'm very sorry that I just had to personally rejected the accepted application. ( I wonder if they can read this post of mine here..hmm..)

The only reason...,
well, first to say I still haven't finish my study yet. (I think that is still acceptable)
secondly, or should I say the main reason of my rejection...
I have to pay for that application.

- not that much I guess... $19 = RM66
- through PayPal or VISA
- I DON'T EVEN HAVE SUCH THING CALLED CREDIT CARD !!
(duhh... bye2 then, my 'little' experience)

yeah, well...
I think it's not a weird thing that you have to pay or whatsoever..
just wondering why they didn't put that 'need to pay for the application' AT THE BEGINNING?
I mean like, where you can read the advertisement and stuff?
I guess, that's what they call strategy in business maybe...?
Hmm...well, I guess my name is TOTALLY out from their system after this if I wanted to apply again...sure, whatever..

so..that was the story of my 'almost-good-translating-experience', only if I really accepted that job.

But, it really seems like a fun one. 
Maybe I'll try to find one again after this..(when I'm confident with 'everything', that is)

Until then,
It was me Dani~

*it's holiday, and yea did I mention about my new list for 'awaiting-to-be-watched anime?*
*can't wait till I got a great hold of arranging my time, even for the holiday...*

NARUTO [THE LAST] - "空白の時", ついに, Naruto の最後の物語....

Assalam...
はい、はい、どうーも~

ok, I know it has been a long time..
when was the last post, again?

August?!
6 months ago?!
*gasp*

oh my....that's..
quitealongtimeago..



ok, sure!
whatever...I don't really know what should I say bout that, so..
just spare me..





OK! Now to the main topic for today...,
it's about NARUTO!
I mean, NARUTO, you guys!!

I've been a fan of it since I was 10 years old, and since then, I always read the manga, watch the anime...
from Naruto to Naruto Shippuuden, from Naruto The Movie: Ninja Clash in the Land of Snow to Road to Ninja: Naruto The Movie, from the OVA's Find the Four-Leaf Red Clover! to Naruto Shippūden: Sunny Side Battle!!! ,
all of them are a good production; each of it.

and now,
for the 15th years, it is going to end this 10th November. (8th December for the last movie)

of course, I'm not going to do some letters to Kishimoto Masashi, telling my objection or whatsoever...I'm still a normal fan, you know..
I'm glad, and in the same time I feel quite sad about the news that the whole Naruto production is coming to an end.

When something is coming to an end, it means they struggle a lot, they grow to be much mature person, they meet with many new friends, they smile and cry in their adventures- because they do have the start of it. That is the reason why I'm quite glad when it was announced "Naruto going to end soon".

However, it is very sad to leave or to let go of something that you experienced, that you treasured, that you learned from it because you enjoyed or (at least) you remember the pain, the smile, the laugh and everything.
and that is what I'm feeling right now.





I'll still let it go...
And of course I can't wait for the ending and the last movie!
That is the only thing that I can do.

I 'bumped' with the site for the last movie, and I (managed) to read the comments that other fans left of their thoughts about Naruto. It felt so good to read them, and yea, some comments really expresses my own thoughts about Uzumaki Naruto too. I'll write some in this post later.
(all in Japanese XD)

Anyway, here some brief translation from the site :

["かつて落ちこぼれと呼ばれた英雄" うずまきナルトの最後の物語は、愛]

The last story of once being called as 'falling behind' hero ; Uzumaki Naruto is, LOVE.

For more information about the movie, just go here.
Yes, there is *mightbe* love, love and love between Naruto and Hinata, but I just rather prefer the 'LOVE' actually refers to his love towards his parents or friends. In general way...
(I know, I'm laaameee~!)
The characters; especially Naruto, oh superb! , Sasuke; oh superb! , Sai; oh superb!
It said that the movie is 2 years after the war ends, which was precisely at this time (the latest chapter), and both of the heroes were fighting with each other after the war ended.

Want to know who wins it?
Just go here. It the last page of the chapter, and you can know the winner.
!BEWARE OF SPOILER! 


Somehow, it is quite funny thing I did just know.
I'm telling you, but I'm not 'actually' telling you. Hahaha, sorry there, mate!

So, this is going to be the ending of this entry.
Until later, I'll (do my best to) update about my 3rd semester which is going to end next week.
Talk about that, hey! I did not do the report for the 2nd semester?!
What a joke...

So, here it goes.
[ナルトを愛する思い ] - The thoughts of loving Naruto

初めてNarutoのことを知った時は、確か小学校の４年生でした。ある男の子が私にNarutoのことを語り合って、”アニメのTV放送がこの時間だ”って。その時、その子が紹介したから、見ようかなって、ちょっとのんびりした理由で見始めました。だけど、初めてNarutoのアニメを見て、すぐNarutoの特別の個性に惹かれました。
諦めたくない、負けたくない、友達を捨てられたくない、自分の言葉を曲げねっ！というそれぞれのものを学びました。
今になって、Narutoみたいな男多分いないんでしょうと思います。
もはや、私の理想の男はNarutoみたいな人。（笑）
この作品が終わっても、絶対にNarutoのことを忘れない。ずっと、ずっーとNarutoを応援してます。作者の岸本斉史先生へ、この１５年間、Narutoの作品を作って、本当にありがとうございました！そして、１５年間、本当にお疲れ様でした！
Naruto大好きです！最後の映画、すっごく楽しみにしていまーす〜


以上、Daniでした。


*that was quite long entry, but I love doing this! Credit to creators of the cute teddy bears! Love them! *
*I really, really love the anime, the OST, the songs, the manga, the goods...haaa..*

Long-complicated-journey just to get back to hometown!

Assalam...
and, Hey....people? Anyone..?
..
--...--
.............
fine, whatever..  -_-
(I think this is what people call self-comforting?)

First of all (I know it's kind a late, but still...),
SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDUL FITRI TO THE WORLD~
It's the 6th day of Raya, though...huhuhu...

I actually wanted to share the journey that I had to go through before the Hari Raya...
It always a tradition for me, and my whole family to celebrate the happy day at Kelantan; which is my hometown. I was not born there, but I was made by two-pure-Kelantanese, so, that's it! XD

And, before celebrating the raya...,
it was a first time for me to not sahur + break fast with my parents, coz of some reasons.
very sad, though...
Alhamdulillah, luckily for the last day...I got to do that two events with them... :)

I went to buy the ticket for me and my lil' bro so that both of us could be sent first.
Reason : lack of space + driver

So, we were sent (ok, with the bus) to Perak first though, and after couple of days,
FINALLY!
Got to see my parents!!
Yatta~~!

It was kind a in an overwhelmed state for me..hahaha!
sound very weird that word to be matched with me...kahkahkah!

Whatever it was, we arrived safely; no accidents and stuffs.
If possible, I don't want to experience the same thing ever again...
I was like being dug out(?) from my body and soul whenever thinking about it...
eerrgghhh....*shivers*

I think, that's it.
The idea for this entry also ver, very random that I don't really need longer time for typing this...
(yeah, I 'loveeeeeee' to procrastinate....I know that..)

So, until then folks!!
>_<

Dani でした.

*My friend seemed to start to blog~ keh3....*
*Once again, welcome dik! Do your best for the next entriess!!*

Dear time...You are very fast~!

Assalam~
Doumo, minna~!
It's been a long time, I know..
(and, yeah like anyone is reading this.. -_-)
kehkehkeh!

Okay, just let that be..
Just want to share that, in about a month, my 2nd semester will end,
and ya!
It was like a blink of time!!
Mr/Mrs. Time, you are very fast..!
(and I do know that we're the one who have to chase them. ;P )

For this week, it's full with quiz..quizzes...QUIZ!!
*sigh*
nah, I'm not really sighing.. haha!

My latest news?
-Just finished the group work (except for the last one; Literature Drama!)
-still watching (just not that everyday) that Eyeshield 21 anime; it's cool, YA-HA!
-found a new anime (and I already knew about it at the start of this year), [Haikyuu!]
-feeling of excited on continuing my...workout,I guess?
-bought another 3 new books/novel, and as usual it takes time for me to finish everything! wah!!

I believe, I still have more to report.., but let just put it until here.

Until I really have time to do a really LONG LONG entry..
let wait together until that time, okay?

So, that's it!
Abayo~

Dani deshita!

*starting to love the 'planking' workout...hmm....*
*自分を変えたいなら、自分だろが！Ya-Ha!!*

Sick, Blood, Injection, Being Late, and doooooomm~~~!

Assalam...
okay, hope all of you doing just well. *amin*

In this 2 weeks period, quite thing happened to me..
It's not like I want to brag or keep a secret about it..,
I just want the memory to stay...(or some I just want to bury it from my memory..?)

Firstly, yeah, when I reached my last teen age 2 weeks ago, I already started to cough.
a.k.a. sore throat.

....well, that is kind a normal thing actually whenever I catch cold.

However, the cough doesn't want to stop, and somehow it was 3 already 3 weeks,
and I was starting to get paranoid. Angsty. Negative.

I'm very sure whenever I coughed very hard when I was in the class, yes, it was DISTURBING.
It was NOISY, and it could get very ANNOYING.
So, I said to myself... "You're not going to continue going to class, unless you go and check yourself at the clinic", so I went to a clinic.

Correction, 2 clinics.

If you're wondering why, yeah!
I was suspected to have 'TIBI', or what they say as Tuberculosis disease.
- cough for more than 1 weeks -
this was only symptom that I have that time. (and until the end, no worry)
so, with all those appointments (I think I had about 3 times, I think..?),
the first one, my blood sample had to be taken,
the second one, I was inserted a 'whatever-they-call-to-check-whether-you-have-TIBI-or-not',
then the last one, "hmm.." - testing the blood vessel area where the doctor injected me - "okay, you're fine."

....my reaction?
(¬▂¬)    .....   ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶

And last incident (sorry, but I just want this one to be like an incident),
I was late today to class (which is at 8)...yeah, I know its' my fault..
I was the 3rd group (which became first group to present today coz the first 2 groups already finished theirs last week)
the lecture did say last Tuesday before, "we'll start at 8.30"...but then he arrived at the class at 8.15..

（￣へ￣）
(failure of instruction, I think?)

then, our group got replaced with the 4th group, and yeah..
WE're LATE...and the extension that I brought somehow couldn't functioned very well..
yeah, I'm not like those who got frustrated very bad..
be cool, be pro, and just go on with your life.

You've tried. You've done your best. You're very calm.

At least I wanted this kind of supporting sentence(even it could be 'a fake' one)

SO, here I am...right now..(as I said, I'm not that emotional type person)
I'm sleepy, but I want to do something. (well, I HAVE to do something, but, nah, I'll do it later..)
I'm trying to be cool, but the word still there in my head...

I'll try of something to rid it out of my head...


Sorry for those who accidentally read this crappy entry..
I have no intention to gain or ask for anything.

Just want to be happy~

So, until then...
sayounara~~

Dani deshita. m(_ _)m

*almost addicted to a song + traditional dance I just heard +watch last week from Tsuritama*
*Love it, though! ^_^ *

It have been a month~, so...

Assalam..
ok, I neglected my blog again.
huhuhu... T-T

don't mind that..
just want to say...
...errmmm...it sound awkward to say it myself...

ok, fine.
dear AGE, it's the last time and ever you'll be the '1' in front.
still, I'm not hating you, and I'll never be.
it's not like I 'LOVE' it too, it just that it's the way it suppose to be.
so, be happy, be proud, be healthy, be confident, be elegant, be a more patient person.
insya Allah.
I only hope you'll develop + be a much more great person.

LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

Alhamdulillah, and Alhamdulillah..






until then,
Dani deshita~ ^_^

*found more interesting anime to watch~ ahaha :P *
*I really thanks you guys, Setians!! ^_^ *

In 2014....

Assalam..
Hey2~~

Okay, it's already 2014.
The number has changed, and I believed.., my life will be changing to something..,
like just a little bit new changes.

Still, I don't really do the 'azam' every time a new year come.
It just get too troublesome after some time..

OKAY, here it is :
I'll do my best to keep the GOOD result.
I'll do my best so that I'll not WASTE my money on useless things.
I'll do my best to be patient ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, Insya-Allah.
Lastly, I'll do my best to be a good person in any points, Insya-Allah.

Somehow, the 3rd and the last kind have the same meaning..?

I cannot say 100% I will succeed on accomplishing all those four coz I'm not the one who can decide what going to happen.
Of course, I want to keep it as a Principe of my life, not just for this year.

 がんばります！
I'll do my best~!

Until the new entry..
Dani deshita~

*I want to start back my 'diary life'..as it appears to be a good thing to do actually ! *
*Mission accomplished for today~! Alhamdulillah...*

It's been a month since.....

Assalam~
yep, I know.

It's been a month since my last entry, and IT's been a month since I LEFT THE HOSTEL~~
ahahahaah~~

I've been planning to post an entry about, but I just kept forgetting about it, and there you go!
It's been a MONTH.

Hmm...what else I want to say here..

I have successfully finished my first semester..
and next year, here I come, 2nd sem. ~~

I'll do my best for next semester too...

So, please wish for my success too.
Thank you for those who have been supporting me all this time.

Rainen mo, yoroshiku onegaishimasu. m(_ _)m

Dani deshita.


*...and what with the too formal sentences..? -_- *
*I'm back to me-watching-anime ~~ ahaha! *

Grammar and Complaint

Assalam~
Doumo! Dani desu! ^^

Today, I just want to share about my activity; or could I say the activity that my lecturer did in his Grammar class today.
[ A complaint letter ]
Yes, sound funny and...'what the use of it in Grammar, anyway?'

The thing was, our lecturer (he is a man, by the way),
he asked us to share with him any complaint that we have after 11 weeks being in KPTM.
Well, not that we have SO MANY complaints, so..."No~ we don't have any, Sir"

Somehow, our Sir is very good in intriguing us, and gradually, yes!
All of us do have some complaint.
About the college, or the ATM machine, or the staffs, or the lecturer, or the classmates, or other student of different section(class), the senior, the hostel and whatsoever.

I managed to make an essay about it...,
and I felt so relieved after finishing my last sentence, before we sent it to the lecturer.

You thought it only stop there?
NO!

After our complaints have been collected, he gave it back, but not at the owner of the complaint.
And~~ here comes the interesting part.

Each of us have to give solutions for the problem/complaint stated in the anonymous essay!
LOL !!

Some of you might not understand the funny part I'm talking here,
but it was very interesting moment in the class!

I did wrote my best solutions for a complaint essay that I got (it got no name of the owner, but somehow I knew the writer. :P )

And, at the end of the class, we took back our complaint essay, and some read the solutions given for their problems, some crumbled theirs!
To hide something, maybe? :P

I had fun in that class, seriously.
(it's not that I'm very good in Grammar subject, but I can't hate the lecturer that some of they claimed 'unfriendly+bias')

That's all I want to share.
It is a mystery thing; why things getting very interesting when it is nearing the end of the semester?
Whaaaaayyyy~~~!!!??

Still, I'm stopping here.
Until then, folks!

Dani deshita yo~

*ARAFES '13, I can't wait to watch you!!!!~~~ kyaaaa~~!! *
*Arashi new album [LOVE] ! Finally, it is 'love'... hehe ^^*

just want to give lots of, LOTS of love~~ ^_^

I'm too lazy to type many thing here (yes, I have many thing to express here, but...!)

So, I just want to copy&paste some pictures that I found very, very very full of love!!
(from my perspective, maybe? but who care such thing! :P )

*all credits goes to the pics owner, not me. I just used it to calm myself, that's all.*

awwww~~ *being lovestruck*

超ぅたまんない!

thanks for being alive, and thanks to Allah The Almighty for creating these such cute+irresistible furry creatures!!
kyaaaa~~~

so, that's all folk!
hehehe...

Dani deshita yo~~


"Smile, you don't own all the problems in the world"
- not mine too, just got it somewhere -

*ahh..now I feel a bit relieve....-breath out- *
*dear assignment...... - I'll handle you later, ok~? ^^ *

Err....

Assalam!
お元気ですか？

I left my 'beloved' blog for  3 weeks without any news....so, errr,,
本当にすみませんでした! m(_ _)m

yes, it was kind of hectic for the past 3 weeks after 'going back to college' after the raya celebration holiday.
a~nd, yesterday night was a worst night for me.

Ok, let me give some introduction for this week first.
This week is the mid-term exam week, so, there will be no class.
The good news : for my course, we only have one paper to sit for, which is the TTS 1033 paper (IT).
The exam day was today, and of course, I went to answer it~
And, the rest days for this whole week, we're FRE~~~~E !! (it just a week, though :P)

We got assignment to be done for the IT class, and it have to be done before 30th of August (yep, this Friday guys!)
And, I was kind irritated with 2 of my group members....(yeah, I know it is not good)
But, Alhamdulillah...everything is over...(for now, I guess?)

Still, kind of troubled with the result of those assignments that have been done..,
but just leave the past in the past, and gonna find a future (love the phrase; credit : Simple Plan)

Okay, that's all for today..
tomorrow, I'm off from all the work outside the house.
So, I don't know what to face, but がんばります!

Ijyou, Dani deshita~~

*I really, really really missed my (house)bed!*
*Should I be worried...?*

that illness have come back!

Doumo~

hey, nothing much I want to post here ..
just want to presenting the illness..
'BUSY' + 'LAZY'

that's all from me~
mata ne~

*I wonder whether I can watch 24 hour TV this saturday...*
*mitai kedo naaa....~ *

Back to hometown, and Raya is cominggggg~~~ weee~~

Assalam~
doumo!

ohisashiburi~

okay, okay..
just want to post this simple + fast!

so~,
may all of the Muslims out there, no matter what country or races are you,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULFITRI 1434H


*pic are not mine, so credit goes to its owner~*

May you can spend the best time with your family, friends, partners and so on.
Pray that all of your pahala for puasa will be rewarded with 'full marks'! ^_^

Until then, adios~
phir milenge~  < just want to try new style

Dani deshita yo~ ^^

*seriously, I was kind of upset being told to do that and this without any consideration...*
*but...let just let it all go away, and let start the 'book' with a new one! okay? ^_^ *

Experiences for the FIRST three weeks at the college, part 2 (end)

Assalam~
Doumo~
really sorry for the late post!
It suppossed to be done at the same night on the last post, but somehow I forgot about it, and I have to wait until the next week(which is this week) to continue it.

Don't worry, it have nothing important, really...

Okay, where were we last time?
Oh yeah, the orientation days! 'That' orientation day....hmm

Sure, let just skip reviewing about it again.
Now, here comes the SECOND WEEK!
The class started to be held.
The students were divided into groups, section, etc.

I got my my section, I met with my classmates (which supposed to be 29, but its 26 now)
Kind of having hard time remembering their names that time.
A...nd! There were no lectures at all for each class that week.
Hm...I still have no idea what kind of reaction should I said at that time, coz we had no idea at all.
But, we 'greeted' the classes in that maze-like-building-of-KPTM.
I entered the library, and I like the atmosphere in it (except for the too-chill part).
Experienced the lost situation, and myself suddenly became very friendly with seniors that I hardly ever know.
In total, it was fun for the second week; well, first week for the class though.

THIRD WEEK.
Finally, I met two lecturers that will be teaching us for this whole semester.
I'm going to learn psychology in education too, did you know!?
'It seems to be fun', that what I always thought for myself.
And, I'm praying + hoping for it.

So, that's all for my 'first three weeks' being at the KPTM.
Don't worry, I'm not going to do this for the next 3 weeks or whatsoever.
Maybe after I'm in the 3rd year there.., I'll consider about making a post about it.
Hehe.. ^_^

That's it! It's done!
Yatta~!

Will always doing the 'going-home-every-weekend-routine', so don't be surprise if my new posts are made only on weekend. :P

Until we meet again, adios!
Dani deshita.

*The only things I want at my hostel ; Wi-Fi, fridge and microwave/oven.*
*Please~~!! Please, please!*