Sunday, December 30, 2012

I almost forgot about it... heheh :P

well, I have to say good morning here, maybe?

As I have nothing else to say other than the main purpose for this entry, so~
let's get on the track!

Day 3 :
- As usual, we assembled at Block A/Store room, not really sharp at 8 morning.
- Got the block PA the 7-12 part.
- Really, I was so tired becoz I just kept going out the venue, accompanying the student who wanted to go to the restroom/toilet. It was 3 HOUR PAPER!! Just imagine the counts going to the toilet in 3 hours time!
- I also met the same face everytime I arrived in front of the toilet.
- Whenever we met up again, we just laughed at each other. "It was you, again!"
- Got back from the venue and we signed out for the morning session and quickly searched for lunch. Yeah, I just had a glass of ice tea as I felt like I would not manage to finish it in time becoz the time was kind of late that time.
- Whatever it is, then I got to the venue for the evening session, block Q.
- well, nothing really unusual happen. Even the count for going to the toilet just..2 times! Other colleagues that have worked there said, it was real tired stuff accompanying student to the toilet that was situated at the next block, which is R.
- It was 2 hour paper so nothing awkward there, and time ticked until the time was up.
- Got back to the storeroom and the 'paper tearing' session started. I chatted/gossiping some stuff, WHILE our hands moved doing work, okay! Don't accused we're wasting time just on talking.
-Arrived at home (for the first time, it was my father who came and pick me up. Got into the dream land from 6 pm until 11 pm. Wahaha~

That's all!

Tomorrow, (or should I say today),
is Sunday so got no wok today~
On Monday (31/12/12, the last day of 2012), I have to go to my lil brother's school for school stuff, so I would be absent from work that day~
On the first day for 2012, it is a public holiday, so no work again that day~
Yahoo, finally I can rest for a long time...before I have to go back and start 'hurting' my feet again.

Later than~

*My recent job, finishing watching Korean dramas that was being on list. Haha~*
*As it is nearing New Year, Arashi's show are kind of lack right now. Got to wait for next week for MANY of Arashi's show~*

Friday, December 28, 2012

I never thought It would happen, though...

Yes, I'm SERIOUSLY tired right now,
but still, here's the second day diary~

so here we go!

Day 2 :
- On the morning, I was (somehow) became a 'gedik' girl for a while. Just smiling + laughing with my colleagues.
- Met with another three great + friendly invigilators for my the morning exam session.
- I caught a girl with my eyes that seemed suspicious, and I've decided to give 3 times chances (becoz I scared that I might just imagining thing)
- She did brought a small note(s), written on a yellow paper that got the exact colour tone with the answer booklet provided!
- I told the invigilator by using body gestures (so that the girl did not see me) and after some times, the girl was caught (of course, in a soft way) and I have no idea what will happen to her.
-Felt a little bit guilty actually, but it is my job...
- Went to the surau to pray, and chatted a bit with my other colleagues, and got a terrifying information. She was told by the invigilator on duty with her, "You EA are not allowed to sit"
-....What are we, robot?
- The evening exam session, had to work with 2 male invigilators (plus, I didn't managed to introduce myself becoz I was kinda late), and it was kind of boring actually.
- Nevermind about that...there was a small number of student who went to toilet, which affected me in a different way (I don't know if you understand this feeling)
- In the end, I just got home early. nothing interesting  for the evening session, huh?
I'll try my best for tomorrow, of course~

just wait for tomorrow.

*Were we lacking, or the exam division officer got a bit too strict?*
*...My feet really hurt, ma~~*

Thursday, December 27, 2012

It should not be ending like that, honestly....T^T


sorry for the two entries for today...,
it just that I can't hold in anymore in my own way...,
so here I am, writing my 'sadness' caused by Merlin.
(beware for those who still haven't watch the last episode of Merlin, this entry does contain spoiler)

Still remember this picture that I once posted in one of my entry?

Yes, today's second entry is about Merlin...,
one of my favourite TV shows...
yeah, I never did emphasized Merlin as my favourite TV shows,
but, this is the reality.
I REALLY LOVE MERLIN !! (Take note..Merlin!)
I never realized since when Merlin had became my 'passion' .
..well, one of passion, maybe (other than Arashi! hekhek!)

The 13th episode of Merlin Season 5,
it was the last episode, apparently....(although I don't really want to believe it! Huhu...)
Yes, I've been keeping track, watching Merlin every episode starting from Season 1 (although I had to search for it..),
And now....the last episode appeared.

I'm not really 'that kind' of fanatic fan of Merlin,
but I just love the lessons,morals that I got from each episode (well, most of them just showed how fool Arthur was, trusting every people, and how Merlin came and rescued the day...),
and of course, the feeling of friendship that was born between Arthur and Merlin without both of them realized...,
I was very touched with that.

In the last episode..., 'The Diamond of The Day;Part Two',
I cried by the scene where Merlin finally confessed to Arthur about his true identity;a sorcerer, a man who have magic.
I cried when Arthur said to Merlin, "Leave me," after he heard about it.
I do understand about the hatred for magic that Arthur planted in his mind, but....*sigh*

I laughed of happiness when Arthur asked Merlin, "why don't you use the magic" when Merlin tried to light up a fire using the matchstick. 
Because it clearly showed, Arthur starting to accept Merlin's magic.
I grinned foolishly when Arthur watched Merlin doing magic to distract the Morgana's knight, and Merlin made a cool comment when Arthur said, "You've done this before"

I was shocked and tears were brimming when Gwaine died because of Morgana, and Percival had to witness his death.
I was touched when Arthur said to Merlin, "I don't want you to change. I just want be you. I'm sorry about how I treated you,"

I was really scared when Morgana suddenly appeared from nowhere to kill Arthur, but of course, Merlin was Morgana's doom, so she died in the hand of Merlin.
I cried again when the scene showed Merlin carrying Arthur, they fell down, Merlin trying his best to bring Arthur to the lake of Avalon but Arthur told Merlin to just hold him, and I just kept crying when Arthur said "I want to say, something that I never say to you before", and it was "Thank you" to Merlin...
and in the end....Arthur died.
When Merlin put their foreheads together, it was too sad !!

The tears falling on my cheek non-stop even after that miserable scene.
Merlin still tried his best to bring Arthur to the lake, and when he said "I can't lose him! He's my friend" to Killgharrah (the dragon that helped Merlin brought Arthur to the lake) when the dragon said, "there's nothing you can do(to help Arthur come back to life)"

Merlin took Kilgharrah's words and accepted the death of Arthur.
He threw the Excalibur(sword) into the lake and an arm went out from the lake and caught that sword. 
Well, from my opinion, the arm could be Arthur's soul or something..., I'm not sure.
Finally, Arthur was put in a wood boat and Merlin moved it using magic to the lake...while crying.
And, it was 'Long live the Queen' for Guinevere.
P/S : The End.

Okay, overall, Merlin has put the hat down.
It's over...
and it means, no more Merlin episodes for me...

That's sad.
Really sad.

I think, there will be no more TV shows (English) that I will watch.
It will be hard.

Thank you, Merlin for making my days full with emotions!

last pics of merlin :
(credits are NOT MINE)

Time's up!
I'm just getting, more and more sentimental here, so I'll stop now!
Thanks for those who read this..'long' entry.

Until then,
see you!

*I'm being serious about those tears, honestly...*
*and it is good as I missed my tears~ :p*

Okay, I'm dead tired !

Dani desu....^_^

First day working, today.
Yep, I'm almost died but don't worry, I'm not that weak.

I think I will do some 'diary' about my 'working days'...
Reason? I don't know, just for fun maybe. Wahaha! I'm really  a weirdo!

Day 1 :
- 'Finally' understand the purpose of EA (examination attendant)
- Met some new friends (which were also EA's)
- Met really cool and sporting invigilators (that look after me in the room I was told to hold)
- First class ever, I got to be on duty in a class, (yes, not the hall, yet!)
- ...well, they were really trying their hard! << I'm talking the serious thing here, I'm not teasing or anything!
- And, somehow that class kind << I just couldn't find the perfect word for it...
- The second class, luckily, it was really...'cool', cold and..breezy! (Sorry for my poor vocabulary..hehe...)
- At the exam division (where we sign in and out), we had fun 'tearing up' the unused answer booklets. "Let just broke up" , then, 'zrap, zrap' ! << btw, it an onomatopoeia for tearing papers..
- lastly, I got a little annoyed (well, it could just be because I was tired that time) with the person that held the division for the salary (yatta! I got salary~).
-....then I got home about an hour ago...

The End.

Okay folks, just wait for tomorrow for the '2nd day' diary~

Ijyou, Dani deshita!

*It got nothing to do with this, but watching [AraFes] with the 'Shake It' performance, it is really a great 'appetizer' for me!*
*wehehe~~, what am I, a stalker or a hentai...?!* 

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

It's not something big, but...


I just want to post an entry before tomorrow, really.
I'll start my first job ever, tomorrow!
Finally.... ^_^

First job as an exam attendant...
Dou naru kana...~
I just hope it will be smooth until the last day...
yes, the EA job is only for 2 weeks..
but, I'll do my best!

Everyone, please pray for me!

Ijyou desu~

*...the nervouse-ness still not coming yet to me...*
*which sometimes bring different meaning...sigh*

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Private screening + Aiba Masaki's Birthday, tomorrow!

Well, it's not really that long, though.

Just want to share my happiness!
I just got my [Arafes] concert, AND!
Will watch it tomorrow with my only Arashian + best friend,
and if we manage to, we will celebrate Ma-kun's birthday (by ourselves..T-T),

That's why, it's only the private screening between me and my friend!

If I remember, I'll post again tomorrow about the details, in shaa Allah...
so, that's all!

Ijyou, Dani deshita!

*I watched Jun's solo, [Shake It] with the other 4 as backdancer yesterday...*
*it was really...... *sparkling eyes* can't wait to watch it full! *

Monday, December 17, 2012

It a bit early, but..... ^_^

Ohayou gozaimasu~

The reason I did this post early in the morning :
- because I can't hold it anymore!
- because I felt my life getting happier 'being' with them !
- because, right now, I feel like they are everything ! >:o

okay, okay..calm down myself...
I just copy and paste the story and the link that I found telling the story that make me VERRRRRYYY happy since yesterday.

-during MC aiba-chan was left in center stage, he did monomane like he did in himiara(himitsu no arashi-chan) and the rest of them went to main stage. The four of them sang friendship with red, big gloves! In the middle part, came the messages from each member. The four came out in chinese dresses, member color (only J was dressed as a chef). they moved on moving stage, had birthday cake.

-aiba-chan teared up during the messages, but ROFL'd when he saw the chinese dresses!

-during friendship, on the monitor was childhood photos of aibachan and photos of members

-message was shot yesterday

-sho-kun kept on opening his legs, tried showing off his legs, and showing inside his dress.

-J had chinese cooking pot with him. the setting was chinese food restaurant

A: waiters don’t dress like this, and my dad doesn’t dress like that too! my parents aren’t

-he got DVD, cover was gyoza (dumplings) man instead of popcorn man lol

-they took photo, aiba-chan didn't have his camera so J took out his iphone, and ask the camera man took it for them.

(awww so sweet >.<)
From Whisper of the Storm's fb status.

You can read more details story from this link:
(credit goes to its owner!! hontoni arigatou!!)

What can I say here, the event make me love more to these 5 guys!
I just can't help myself from loving them, until the day I lost my memory about them. (I hope it will never happen)
I just hope they will be together, until the end of the world.
Don't care even they grow older (everybody does!), I'll just keep loving them!
Arashi saikou!!

I'll update more later~

*still in fangirl mode! wahaha!! I really hope this birthday event will be show somewhere~ Onegai!!*
*been hoping to see our Aiba Masaki crying will be the most beautiful!!kyaa~~*

Sunday, December 9, 2012



Alhamdulillah, I've arrived safely at my hometown(kampung) this morning at 11 a.m.

My first comment about riding the train for about 14 hours..,
iyaahh....yes, it was hard.

Especially, when you got the 'seat coach'....,
as you cannot lie down like on the bed....
so, my back + neck + bottom are kind of sore right now...

But, still, it was a great experience!

Somehow, I got to meet new peoples,
eventhough I didn't manage to know their name (wahaha!)
just because it was their little kids that I became attached to them (and that only worked for 14-hours)

Ok, I'm getting suck doing this post...

Until here, I'll learn more!

Sore jya...

*for about a weeks, can I manage to do my 'mission'?*
*waiting for [AraFes] album~~ kyaa~*

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

when something is blocked.... [困る]

Good morning !

I have nothing much, just want to release all my anger, okay maybe my stress?


I thought that after I have done all the big exams (for 5 years), my wish to work by myself would come true.
But, yeah, future is not everything that we can control.

My dream; what I really wanted to do after I've finished my exam :
- get a part-time job (I don't really mind anywhere)
- as a 'arranging' staff (not the one who talk to/service the customer, but the one who do all the arranging/decorating and etc)
- InsyaAllah, when I get my first salary, I WILL give them to my parents (this is really my dream!)
- this might be the bonus, I can cut down my weight...? (because I'll walk to the work place)

But, there is some objections from my parents; my mum especially.
She's the one who told me, "Don't just stay in the room, facing the laptop. Do some work. Go and walk" and whatsoever...

So, what is exactly she wanted me to do?

I thought that if I get/find a job, I could be outside of the house, doing something I've never done before.
Even my English teacher once told, "It is good to have many working experiences, no matter what kind of job (which is 'halal' for me),"...

Why cannot I grab that 'experience'?
Why I am not allowed to do things I've always wanted to do? (which I believe is a good thing)
Why cannot I try to reduce the 'problem' in my house? (I know that sometimes, I create problem in my house)

It is not a complain to anyone, just a reminder for myself.
I'm not mad or angry with anyone, just a voice from my little heart.

I'll try and do my best to settle this dilemma.
Until then, just pray the best for me here, and the after world.

Ijyou, Dani deshita !

*This got nothing to do with this post, but I just LOVE all the songs in Arashi's [Popcorn] album*
*Just can't wait for the [AraFes] to get out of the Johnny's Entertainment.*

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Sejahtera's Senior Class 2012, is over...

...いや。。, I can't type this entry with a great feeling actually.
It just too sad.

Yes, my high school time is over, same goes to my time with my classmates, 5 Sejahtera 2012.
well, more precisely, the Sejahtera moments just ended yesterday.
We (actually it supposed to be 34, but some could not make it yesterday) 29 ex-students,  had our last 'Jamuan Kelas' with a happy + excited feelings.
Alhamdulillah, the weather was really great (as it was sunny, cloudy, a little bit of rain) and we did our programs smoothly.
We went to many places in order to create and collect our last memories as each of us knew, yesterday (Saturday, 1st December 2012) was the last day for us to be 'crumpled' together as one class; one big family.
We played interesting + tiring games; we complained about the weird games; we faced some interference as our lunch foods (made by one of our friends) were 'attacked' by the army of ants.
But, that was also our memories.

Oh no, this is not good. I'm getting sentimental.
....Let's continue.

On the night, we had our dinner (which was steamboat...Wuhuu~) at Shah Alam.
Kind of impossible, but we did went there. Haha!
We were really loud that time (from my perspective.. :p), but I could see that we really had fun.
I asked for my classmates to sign my graduation file so it could be my 'treasure'.
We took pictures of all of us, with the help of the brother of the D'Kayangan Steamboat Restaurant(just search for it on facebook), we took pictures in the bus while swaying, shaky condition...but we had fun.

Evnthough the tears stubbornly wanted to show theirselves, we kept on smiling, laughing...
It just each of us could not accepted the reality that the bus was getting near to our destination; the school.

Until we got off the bus...

- "Please don't forget me"
- "Take care of yourself!"
- "Forgive me if I've done bad to you"
- "Let's keep on contact! I'll wait!"
- "Let' meet again, okay?"
- "You're welcome to my house...just come"

....even I lost the battle between the tears and myself.
I did cried, yes.
She did cried, yes.
He did cried, yes.

It was a bit embarrassing, actually.
Many parents/sisters/brothers came to pick us, and we did not went to them first.
We made a mini-circle in front of the bus, congratulating + bidding farewell + hugging (we did not hug person with different gender, of course!) + shaking hands (of course, not with different gender).

Yes, I still remember that.

And, my prayer that the memories will remain until the end of the world.

Okay, it full with meaningless words, so just abandon it.
Until here, I have to stop my last story of the school life...(as I do have that label)
Until then, I'll update more.

Ijyou, Dani deshita~

*I'll miss all of you, Senior Class Sejahterians 2012!*
*Thank you for all these 2/5 years, guys/girls!*